+ aaaaaaaaaaaah

[ffox]

 i am really worried i am no going to get paid. normally i get paid by BACS and it shows on my monzo 24 hours beforehand so i can "get paid early" or at least confirm that i am getting what i am expecting. i rang payroll and they said i was definitely getting paid because my payslip was up, but my bank details are blanked out on it.
luckily i have a pay advance app so i can advance up to 25% of my salary for £2, so i've done that so tomorrows bills are paid at least. what a disaster. i'm going to try and stay up to confirm if it 

also i am sick of being fat. in my head i am skinny, but i am not. and none of my clothes fit me properly. so i am going to have to start dieting. gah.

currently reading: up to this pointe / empire of storms / tower of dawn