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Mar. 20th, 2026 04:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ffox ive barely slept. i ended up lying on the floor of the shower at 3am, sobbing.
chris went to see him today in hospital. all his siblings have rallied around. i keep expecting dad to ring and say it was a prank. who will i go for lunch with to discuss books and politics and history and art. who will i cook elaborate meals for just to see his face light up. he was talking about moving down to be with us and live by the sea. its not fair at all. it was fathers day in spain, portugal, italy, honduras and bolivia yesterday. and today is the spring equinox and the world is coming back to life after its hibernation.
what a cruel joke.
chris went to see him today in hospital. all his siblings have rallied around. i keep expecting dad to ring and say it was a prank. who will i go for lunch with to discuss books and politics and history and art. who will i cook elaborate meals for just to see his face light up. he was talking about moving down to be with us and live by the sea. its not fair at all. it was fathers day in spain, portugal, italy, honduras and bolivia yesterday. and today is the spring equinox and the world is coming back to life after its hibernation.
what a cruel joke.
