+ consistency is hard
Apr. 2nd, 2026 07:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ffoxday 2 of 75 soft. i have done my steps, done laundry, cleaned the bedroom, drunk my water, budgeted, listed something on vinted etc etc you get the picture. my feet HURT. apparently doing 10k steps in knock off converse is not the one.
i met a lovely lady while i was out being walked by moose, and she told me to look up a specific trainer local to us that specialises in bully breeds!! so i did and i rang her and she rang back and moose is going to have an initial appointment on the 18th. i am so excited. it would be so nice to have a dog with good leash manners. good for him and good for my joints and my back too... he's also booked into the vets on tuesday for his kennel cough vaccine, which i cannot afford but there we go.
laura has an emergency dental appt on tuesday, she is supposed to be at her dads. luckily he has said he will take her, so that means i haven't got to pay for that at least.
work are offering 3x pay for overtime over the next four days and chris is going to leeds to visit the new granddaughter. so i am going to be home alone, working myself into an early grave so at least when i get paid i can pay off the credit cards and overdraft. i need to find the one credit card i have hidden from myself that is mostly paid off so i can pay for the vets and food. i am so tired of myself. hoping something sells on vinted soon so i can start putting money aside again.
i keep thinking of caleb hammer screaming that not having an emergency fund is an emergency, and it turns out he is entirely right and now i am smack dab in the middle of an emergency flavoured month and i am so far into my overdraft that there are dust motes in my wallet.
i met a lovely lady while i was out being walked by moose, and she told me to look up a specific trainer local to us that specialises in bully breeds!! so i did and i rang her and she rang back and moose is going to have an initial appointment on the 18th. i am so excited. it would be so nice to have a dog with good leash manners. good for him and good for my joints and my back too... he's also booked into the vets on tuesday for his kennel cough vaccine, which i cannot afford but there we go.
laura has an emergency dental appt on tuesday, she is supposed to be at her dads. luckily he has said he will take her, so that means i haven't got to pay for that at least.
work are offering 3x pay for overtime over the next four days and chris is going to leeds to visit the new granddaughter. so i am going to be home alone, working myself into an early grave so at least when i get paid i can pay off the credit cards and overdraft. i need to find the one credit card i have hidden from myself that is mostly paid off so i can pay for the vets and food. i am so tired of myself. hoping something sells on vinted soon so i can start putting money aside again.
i keep thinking of caleb hammer screaming that not having an emergency fund is an emergency, and it turns out he is entirely right and now i am smack dab in the middle of an emergency flavoured month and i am so far into my overdraft that there are dust motes in my wallet.
